Just because your bullied..doesn’t give you the right or excuse to shoot people. The LAX shooting hits close to home, because my entire adolescence took place near LAX. I grew up and went to school near LAX where classrooms had zero windows because of the frequent plane noise….Even my high school was shut down the day of 9/11 because of pure fear. Look, I was bullied a lot during high school…but I never thought about harming anybody. I have been bullied, I know what it feels like…but I never had evil thoughts about harming anybody. If any body asked how to deal with that..I would say if you can’t kick their ass..then just ignore them. Later in life those people that bully you will think back on their behavior, pay them back with the success you make of yourself after. I’m tired of this whole “oh he or she did it because they were bullied”. FUCK THAT! Be stronger than that. When you commit violence, you’re a fucking coward, because you couldn’t withstand. There is no excuse to take someones life. Get over it and move on. I’m sick of this shit. Recently a Lawndale student was arrested for making threats on twitter..she said she hated everyone and didn’t care about shooting them up…grow up..get over it. Life is so fucking worse outside of high school. I’m sorry, I just had to vent. I’m tired of these little wussy ass people harming innocent people because they’re too scared to not care what people think of them. Grow some fucking balls. Life is hard…for everyone. They need to know, High school doesn’t mean shit once you leave it.
ALSO…This album kicked ass. Good times. I love you if you listened to this too in High School. And they wonder what happened to the kids of our generation? Well, with bands like Korn and System of a down..what did you expect…we started a riot! hahahha. Fuck that, I loved Korn. This album is amazeballs!!! Listen to it with your Mommy.
When I entered 9th grade, I was the new girl, because everyone else had gone to school together their whole lives..and here I come from a totally different district.. Serious tomboy, my best friend in JR high was a skater..so I learned to skate and got pretty good at it, hanging out with him. So when I had to leave my best friends, I was sad. But I still skated when I could..even would bring my board to school. I must admit, I was pretty cute in my levi’s and cropped etnies tops…hahaha. The girls hated me, and I wasn’t used to so much male attention. Where I had come from…I was just the girl who had a boy best friend, nothing special about me. Boys never looked at me in that way. Boys have always made best friends to me. So anyway, early on I was so used to..girls bullying me..calling me names like slut and other names. I know right? High School can be a horrible experience for some people. Til one day… a girl..seriously punk , in boots and purple and black hair, dressed in black…came up to the girls bullying me..and simply said ” Guess what…both you girls are sluts…and I have the stories to prove it..so you all should just fuck off and leave her alone. Get your skank-ass out of here.” From then on..she became my best friend. She introduced me to a lot of music…one band I remember the most are The Deftones. We would borrow each others CD’s and we even went to see Deftones together once. I don’t know if I would have certain strengths I have to today if it weren’t for her. I also thank her so much for introducing me to such an amazing band. Whenever I hear a Deftones song…I think of her..and in a way, it always reminds me to be a strong individual. I heard this weekend that Chi (bassist) passed away, I was very sad to hear that. RIP CHi…if not for you, Deftones would have never existed.
You can listen to the awesome WHITE PONY album in it’s entirity here…
Downton Abbey (excellent writing, and I’ am always a sucker for a British Drama)
Breaking Bad ( I never thought in my life, I’d be siding with a meth maker, this show is f’n awesome. If you haven’t been watching it, we aren’t friends)
The Walking Dead ( It was never about the walkers, but the relationships you can build with strangers in a life threatening situation. It’s mad, it’s brilliant!)
Twin Peaks ( I just started watching this show yesterday. It is so damn weird, disturbing..and gave me a few nightmares last night. If you’re into David Lynch…if you’re into shows making your head hurt because you’re so freak’n confused but that is why you’re drawn to it…Watch it.)
Shows I broke up with….
The Office ( Just wasn’t the same since Michael left, maybe the stupid story lines were a little more tolerable and FUNNY when he was around to orchestrate. Sorry Guys, plus Jim and Pam have become that boring ass couple, I mean, Pam was always boring as hell…but now she’s ruined Jim. Oh well.)
Nurse Jackie ( Honestly, I’m just fucking tired of the hospital, I hate the hospital.)
Sorry, it just wasn’t working out. Sometimes, you gotta learn when to call it quits.